Thursday 24 January 2013

She's dead.

I trusted you. I believed your words. Every single word. Astaghfirullah. How could you do this to me?

Just because you felt that just for 3 days, you broke up with me ? Am I too easy to let go ? Am I not worth to fight for ? Ya Allah. Im in pain.....

Where's your promises ? You will never leave me again ? It wont happen again. You're asking for my trust. You told me, you cried. Everything's just a lie ? Yes. Apa dosa I dengan you Jimmy ? Apa dosa I dengan you ? :'(

Like a stupid person. Always be me. Im waiting for your call. Im waiting for your text. Like a foolish person, I cried every single night. It was hurt. Im dying. Im speechless. Too easy for you to say that. 

"Bagi I satu lagi peluang. Baru tahu betapa serious nya I kali ni" - your words for my sisters. 

Ya Allah. Dia tipu :'(

This is not to get your attention. But I am asking you... Kalau I mati, jangan datang rumah I. Jangan ikut sampai ke kubur.. sebab I tak perlukan air mata palsu on my funeral. Sebab I dah mati, tak dapat dengar lagi penipuan you lagi. But i will make sure you will get my death certificate. Because you need to find someone else to make fun. 

It almost two month.. Semua tu ikhlas dari hati you ? Instead of giving up, why you can just keep fighting ? No. It's not from your heart. You didn't really mean it. You say that because you are afraid of losing me. It just because you feel lonely. I am no one. I am no one....